Thursday, August 21, 2008
hee i shall sneak in a post before i get back to civilisation(home)
away from the babaric studying here at ntu .
hee yes uni is siong , even more siong than in jc
right now i dun even have time for cca !
oh great , i hope i wont get kicked out of hall
thou
haha oh wells the opportunity cost for taking up engine
and being a learned citizen =)
how are u ?
i hope life has been good for u reader of thy blog =))
anywaes just to update u on my computing prof
heee i changed my class ! and am absolutely pleased with him
no more angst frm mings in the next few weeks
btw hall life has been great ! exept that boon lay
and jurong always has this
certain smell that lingers in the air .
also, because its a forested area
u'll see many red ants with blackbutts crawling all
over ur table even if there aint any sweet stuff arnd
heh thus many of our tables are graveyards for ants
and now i feel guilty for scolding cui in the past
for correction tapping the ants arnd her
cause im realli just as bad
i sqush them with my fingers *eeks * yeah when they attack me
aniwaes ive been feeling v.blessed admidst the things that surrounds me
=)))) peace that transends all understanding...heh i think i understand tt now =)
rainbow;
11:39 AM
Friday, August 15, 2008
its just week 2 of uni and im under tremendous stress
out of 25 students in my tut class
onli 2 of us are frm s'pore
thus making us the minority race in our own country
how queer
btw the foreigners are all on scholarship
and they call our maths "Zero level math"
when we think its realli quite difficult
they are so good to the point
that they come out with extended qns on their own and solve them
in other words they come out with a new formula and stuff
within SECONDS
even better than rjc students
sooooo stressed !
we also have to deal with lecturers speaking in heavily accented
ching-lish or hindi-glish
neither here nor there
oh btw the china and indian students feel comfy
with theese lecturers
because of the slang
sometimes its just fustrating
btw i freaking need to rant
some tutors take the joy out of learning esp prof song qing !
he doesnt teach
he freakin leaves u to die on ur own
hes the computing teacher
the first tutorial for computing in our life
and we are freaakin fustrated and irritated
at his foul attitude
we did our programming for the first time
and we had some errors
so we asked him for help
he freakin ignored us
time and again
without helping us point out the error
he just said "read the book"
2 hrs of no help with no idea what to do
i mean... cant he be more useful abit
so we were left stranded !
irritating PIG AHHHHH
we have a graded assignment in wk 5 its like week 2 alr !
i mean the heart is willing to learn but the stupid tut
teacher (shldnt even be a teacher )
just enjoy being a free loader sucking tax payers money
to hang arnd in the lab and laugh
at his silly own jokes
its again fustrating to see the foreign students
programming away like its so ez
(they learnt programming in their
countries for many yrs before comming over)
did i tell u,
we get kicked out of sch if we dun perform
and its bell-shaped !
so stressed, fustrated and helpless
we def didnt start at the same level as the foreign students
in a sense its not fair but the world has nv been fair
their jc life was prolly 5 times more hectic
to know so much i guess.
sighhhhhs ! i need more s'porean classmates !
at least the classrom will be condusive for asking qns
as the ppl genuinely dun know
because they dun have prior knowledge and the tut teacher
will be willing to teach seeing that a few ppl dun know.
i cant believe the foreign students laugh at others
just because they think its ez
get a life !
at least show some humanism
rainbow;
9:18 AM
